HAPPY HALLOWEEN!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ! !

Oh. my. Goodness. Paul Wesley...don't even get me started. BIG FAN!

Loove him. is it weird that i want Delena in the books, but i j'adore Stelena in the show?

Weird. Anyways,  i'm off i'll write another time. xo.

No i Haven't been drinking,

01. Well i haven't blogged in a long time...woow. Not lke anyonme actually reads this but anyways. I've been needing to get this out. i officailly am going to try and stop thinking about what people say about me behind my back. i'm sick and tired of my own so called "family" talking about me behind my back about : Not having a job. As i've said before i AM LOOKING. And the right job just hasn't come up for me yet. It's really annoyingthat you keep on pesturing me about it. and frankly i'm sick and tired of it. , What else? Ohhh. I'm fat? Well your not a fly weight either...your the one that eats mcdonalds each time you workb/c you work there. but you knwo what? i'm healthy and im pretty sure thats all that counts. Besides, i'll shed it tooo okay? It's none of your buisness. It's my body and it's mine. I like my curves, but there are times i wish they were smaller at times. but thats for ME to worry about and not you ok? And you really should look at yourself first before you bad mouth me and stop being such a narcassistic-overbearing-smartass-namecalling-rude person. You consider yourself family? i'm sorry but you've lost my respect, and until you smarten up i wont be talking to you. k thanks.

02. Well...90210 was interesting tonight. Oh my god. Dixon has HIV possibly? i really wish i could pick those actors/actresses mind for atleast an hour to see how they get into that frame of mind set and how they prep on how they will portray that actor or actress.

03. college starts in January and i really want to go and start, but teaching just really isn't for me know that i thnk about it i don't see my self as teaching kids. i'd love too but...it's not me know you know? i want to do something creative and artistic. I'll probably stay in the english program, but i want to be able to be creative, maybe i'll ba an editor for a magazine or maybe pursue my fashion career aswell after im done the english stuff. But i 'll stay with this first because i really think that it will open a few doors for me. I'd personally love to go to NYC! Just fyi. But who knows...maybe England? i'd love to go there tooo. I also wannt travel too omg. i won't go there...but more on that another time.

04. I'm starting to write again. I've missed writing i like it and my fan fiction's getting good haha.

that's all for now though... xoox.